Yashoda U. ItwaruInkedByYashie
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Namaste, I'm Yashie

Yashoda U. Itwaru

Writer. Author. Storyteller.

Adult dark fantasy and dark urban fantasy inspired by Hinduism, Indo-Guyanese memory, rebellion, and identity.

also known online as @samrajni

Explore My Worlds

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Essays

Thoughts in Ink & Life

Essays on memory, culture, quiet magic, and the rituals that keep a person whole.

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Reflections

Letters to My Younger Self

Notes about shame, growth, identity, and the culture that became a home again.

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Books & Stories

Books, Stories & Everything Between

Fiction, non-fiction, and tales stitched with faith, truth, grief, and devotion.

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Poetry

Poems That Breathe

Poems about love, longing, nature, softness, and the blade edge of survival.

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Blog Posts

Musings on Life & More

Reading notes, travel sparks, craft thoughts, and behind-the-page reflections.

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A peek into books, writing, journals, and poetry

Gallery

Mock covers, journals, and world fragments arranged like a shelf of secret rooms.

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Ink Stains of a Restless Soul

Poetry Collection

A mock collection of poems about inheritance, ache, survival, and sacred return.

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Rooted in Ruminations

Reflection Journal

A journal-shaped world for cultural memory, self-forgiveness, and difficult growth.

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Letters I Never Mailed

Personal Writings

Fragments of unsent truth, grief, tenderness, and conversations with the past.

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Whispers Between the Lines

Short Stories

Dark urban fantasy vignettes where city streets hold old prayers and older teeth.

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The Art of Becoming Unapologetic

Essays

Essays about refusing erasure and writing toward the self that survived.

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Moonlight Memos

Poetry & Prose

Small luminous pieces about longing, softness, grief, and the night sky.

Latest thoughts, stories, and posts

From the Blog

Mock posts shaped around writing practice, becoming, reading, and reclamation.

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ReflectionMay 12, 20245 min

The Beauty of Becoming You

On finding courage in small choices and choosing yourself without apology.

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EssayMay 5, 20247 min

Writing as Therapy

How the page can hold what the heart is not ready to say out loud.

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BlogApr 27, 20246 min

Books That Changed Me

A mock reading list of books that rewired thought, craft, and tenderness.

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PoetryApr 20, 20243 min

To the Girl I Used to Be

A poem for the self who kept going, even before she had language for it.

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Books, prints, merch, and stationery

From My Desk to Yours

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Signed Copy of My Book

$28

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Art Prints & Posters

$18

Botanical and literary prints for shelves, desks, and reading nooks.

A navy notebook with copper botanical decoration.

Stationery & Notebooks

$16

Mock notebooks for writers, dreamers, and annotators.

A peacock feather bookmark with a navy tassel.

Bookmarks & Accessories

$12

Peacock feather bookmarks and small desk treasures.

A cream tote bag with peacock and floral ornamentation.

Merch Collection

$34

A mock tote and small goods for carrying the book world with you.

Who is Yashie?

About Me

I am Yashie, Yashoda U. Itwaru. I write essays, reflections, books, stories, poetry, blog posts, and personal writing. My work is a love letter to the cultures and identity I once felt pushed to hide, and a rebellion against erasure.

Indo-Guyanese HinduGenderfluid and DemiAroAceAdult dark fantasy authorAI ethics in healthcare and creative industriesLGBTQIA+ friendlyAnti-fascism and Pro-Palestine

Connect

Let's Connect

You can find me everywhere as @samrajni. DMs are welcome so long as everyone is respectful.

Author Brand

InkedByYashie

  • Indo-Guyanese Hindu writer inspired by Hinduism and family memory.
  • Adult dark fantasy and dark urban fantasy author.
  • Computer science graduate work focused on AI ethics in healthcare and creative industries.
  • Open to respectful DMs and community conversation.
  • Writing as a love letter to culture, identity, resistance, and reclamation.